In the past week, I've caught myself googling phrases like 'pros and cons of four kids.' I know, real smart. Let's consult the internet for life's major decisions. Ha.
It surprises, even myself, that having another child is crossing my mind. Why should we play with fire? We have three healthy children that keep us running. But why do I feel as if I'm not done yet?
I even came up with my own pros and cons list and to be honest, the cons column read like a list of first world problems.
"Vacations will be so much more expensive!"
"Two of the kids might have to share a room!"
"I'll have to get a minivan!"
"I'll have to gain and subsequently lose 30 pounds. AGAIN."
"We'll never be able to find a babysitter for four!"
Most pretentious cons list ever.
Here's the thing..I know that at the end of my life, I will not regret the kids I have. But will I regret the one we decided not to have?